Assalamualaikum
Anybody kindly read my question thoroughly and answer it is kufr or not
One day I was going for sleep. There was a low laying cupboard near the leg position of the bed. It was closed and had Islamic books in it.
As it is very low we have to raise our leg to get into the bed. One day I was sleepy and angry and I had the knowledge of books in my mind but I don't pay attention to that thought.
I was having waswasa all the time and during that time it was intense. I can't eat sleep, smile or talk. At that time there comes the waswasa that it is kufr what I had done.
I thought I was having no problem. Before having these waswasa I used to take up my leg against the cupboard with books in it for the purpose of sleeping as I have no intention of doing kufr.
But now after affecting of waswas, I am not able to sleep in my bed. At that time, I thought it was just mere waswases happening and there is no sin if we raised our leg against the cupboard containing Islamic books for the purpose of getting into bed as we have no intention to commit kufr and disrespect the books
On thinking these are mere waswases happening to me , I take up my leg against the cupboard to lay on the bed. But later I got scared and realize that it may be kufr!
Please answer it is kufr or not Please only answer it is kufr or not by reading my situation no need for detail discription