As a 5th year PhD, I am about to submit my thesis in 4-5 months. My PhD is in computational materials science. Following are things I have done:
- I have published 1 paper and 3 are yet to be submitted.
- I have 2 co-authored publications. 1 more to be submitted.
- Presented in 5 conferences.
- Teaching assistant for several tutorial courses, grader position.
- Contributed to grant writing.
- Took part in some extracurricular activities like mentoring undergrads on presentation skills, being judge on some sessions.
So what's my question here? I just want an honest opinion about what you think about my PhD journey, because I am really underwhelmed by it. My supervisor seemed satisfied with my progress. But I feel that I will be ridiculed by my committee for the low-key research I have done.
Why do I feel like this:
- Well, I feel that I could have done all this in much less time than I have spent on them.
- I have published my research only in mediocre journals. So, I have not been very productive. My work is not mathematically intensive as my colleagues. To be honest, it is not a very technically difficult research.
- I feel that I am not hardworking enough to deserve a PhD.
My goal prior to starting my PhD was to be an academic. Now, when I am on the verge of completion, I don't know if I have the right to see myself that way.