I want to leave

You can love someone and not want them to be a part of your life A few years ago, I made the difficult decision to leave someone I loved because my relationship with that person was one-sided. One day it was “come here I want you”, and the next day “I don’t want you because I don’t know what I want”.

Yes, I knew the minute I read his words that David Foster Wallace understood me, because this phrase rang so true, everything I have ever let go of has claw marks on it. Everything. I hold on so tight that my knuckles are white and my hands go numb. When I find something I love I close my eyes and jump in, completely immersing myself in it, and when it's over it is the end of my world at that time. When it is over it feels as though nothing could ever be right again. At that moment nothing…

.exactly. Everyone. Forever. So sick of never knowing, always feeling this deep empty loneliness

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I was from a small town, and nobody really expects you to leave, especially before you graduate. That doesn't happen.