Honestly, this is my life right now. I’m at the point where it’s basically been a year and a half and I’m still as crazy if not more crazy about him. It kills me to know that it’ll never work out cause I’m such a gross and awkward person and cause I just know he doesn’t like me back- which is sooo sad 😩. I know I need to move on, but every time I try, more thoughts of him just keep coming back and I’ll also see his name or see him at school and all the feelings come back harder than ever…