Emotion has taken over me. The worlds within my walls and outside have combined. I am finding it difficult to find joy. My tears flow for selfish reasons as well as for reasons I cannot control. Covering the basics stresses me out more than it should. Comparison makes me feel selfish for grieving over my situation. Who am I to question my blessed life? The world’s hatred, death and destruction break my heart. Even with my limited knowledge, the knowing makes me sad. Is ignorance truly bliss?…